Saturday, August 23, 2008

Missing myself...

It has been long since I wrote anything... long since I paused myself and given a break to see where I’m heading to... I’m feeling blank! Don't know what I’m feeling, neither good nor bad its no feeling state... neither do I understand or nor do I don't understand... perhaps I know what it is... perhaps I don't know...

Suddenly for no reason, today I remembering those days, when I used to be in office late in the evenings or during weekends...doing nothing, just reading some news articles here and there, sipping a cup of coffee, watching the cars on the road and those trees and their full life cycle... through that window close to my cubicle and be with myself... just to give all the space and time of the world to myself and get a clarity of thoughts... that used to be very soothing, that used to give me immense feeling of contentness... Today suddenly no not suddenly it’s over a period of time lots of thoughts are wandering around and realized that it has been long since I’m with myself, my myraid mind is missing me and want to get back to her...and yes I’m going to office...!

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